Tuesday, November 15, 2011

Letting go is a natural part of life.

From my heart: Letting go is a natural part of life. In order to keep moving forward, we have to occasionally leave things behind. We have to move on, though it is hard and not what we want. In order to grow, we have to deal with losses, whatever they are - death of a loved one, job layoff, divorce, loss of property, loss of a dream, loss of a child. In my case the last 4 happened all at once, all our life we wait to grow up then suddenly we discover we are the one that adult things happen to. Who knew that discouragement would be part of the package. Ernest Hemingway wrote, "I would be happy to fish and shoot, and let somebody else tug the ball for a while." Life happens but in the mid-life it seems not fair because that is the "afternoon of life" when the sun is to be it's brightest. Jesus is the light which shines the brightest no matter what time of life it is. TRUST HIM!!!! HE knows!!!!!!

Tuesday, November 8, 2011

YouTube

http://www.youtube.com/user/kemglowery1

Sunday, November 6, 2011

I knocked on the door of marriage

I knocked on the door of marriage and heard forever and opened door and had not expected to found divorce. My emotions went wild and my heart did fail but my soul said wait, because Jesus stands at the gate. The gate was beautiful for in HIM I did see forever I will love you and I will never leave, at this gate I found peace, love and contentment. Yes, there is hope beyond divorce when it is Jesus, who becomes your choice. Do I still hope for restoration of that vowed day, oh yes, because it is Jesus who is still walks that way. If I am to follow HIM through my day then this is road to travel and not to stray away.

Friday, October 28, 2011

steps

Friday night pizza and a movie with the fire place on now that's the life for me. I realize that things might not be where I want them to be but this one thing I do now is the steps of a good man are ordered by the LORD and am that good man and I am listening.

Thursday, October 20, 2011

Friday, October 7, 2011

No Greater Joy

I am crucified with Christ: nevertheless I live; yet not I, but Christ liveth in me: and the life which I now live in the flesh I live by the faith of the Son of God, who loved me, and gave himself for me. Galatians 2:20 (KJV)

I find it to be no greater joy than to die. I have fought with feelings of my wife leaving and the idea of would she return, though I can not blame her nor could we anyone with the world pleading for us to go after our own desires. The world says you deserve to be and do and feel and live and dream however you want. This is why we have the problems today that men have followed their heart and their heart was after self and not Christ. Death is the only cure for this problem, NO, not of life but of "self". "I am crucified", can we say this.

"I desire" to be loved and to love and yet there is nothing wrong with that. The problem is and many may disagree but the truth is still the truth, "I" if I am going to be where FATHER would have me, "I" must die to the desire other than "restoration" of a broken marriage. I see it this way, if JESUS was standing in front of me and I asked should I seek a relationship with another or seek restoration even if the other desire not restoration. I have no doubt as to HIS answer. It is in this that "I" must die, for "I" am a man and desire but I have found that If I trust HIM, HE will give me the desires of my heart (Proverbs 3:5-6). Life is so much more fulfilling when we live in HIM and allow HIM to live through us.

Monday, October 3, 2011

The best love is because love, I love you just because. No reason, just because.

written when in high school:

To be loved is something we all seek.

It is something we can not cause to happen,

and the more we try to cause it to happen the lonelier inside we feel.

Love is not emotions but yet it is emotions.

It's hard to explain and yet has no true definition.

It can't be seen nor touched and some would say it can be felt,

but as a feeling it may go away.

love is known and there is no doubt or question if or if not you love someone

you just seem to know.

The best love is because love, I love you just because. No reason, just because.