Tuesday, July 8, 2014

a perfect measurement for a straight jacket

People please listen and stop reading into something that is not there. Let me explain what I mean by the REWARD will come in an earlier post... I went to college to study for the ministry and dreamed of a great work that my wife and I and our children would serve in our life together. .... I never thought the nightmare that happened would have had happened. With no cheating or even fussing in our marriage this was unseen. I know that God has a plan for my future but sometimes we have our own thoughts on this kind of stuff . God's way is always right weather we like it or not. You may not see why going HIS way pays but the reward will come.
Sometimes in life you maybe overlooked as one who have tried to do right and see the wicked continue to be in the worlds view blessed. In Ps 73 David gives us his take on the proportionality of the wicked and his discouragement that came but in the end saw that his reward was in the end.
Romans 8:28 is in the BOOK. In dark days the light of the LORD is the brightest. I know there are days that I get down and days I'm up and some days I look to the sky hoping for HIS return. This doesn't mean I have emotional problems (I am an emotional man more then most but that is what defines me) maybe mental problems (CRAZY) is a better description.
Look at the Psalms, David a man after GOD's own heart rode the emotional roller coaster more then any one person you will find in the Bible and at times had wished for death and revenge on his enemies (Brake their teeth in their mouth, he said to GOD), If he was alive many would think him to be a perfect measurement for a straight jacket (I have one but get loose when people aren't looking). Maybe it is that too many people are not as free and open with themselves as others and expressive with their words spoken or written but does that mean those of us who are and share our emotions are not stable. It might be that we are the most stable because we know ourselves and are not ashamed to be known by others. Maybe we are real and being real offend those who are not. I say this with the up most respect to those who see us or me as a nut, less, mentally challenged or having problems, you are right but the thing is I know it. Look in the mirror, what do you see, maybe your mirror needs to be cleaned but my mirror is clean and I know what I see. Come, LORD JESUS come (No I'm not thinking about death just heaven and seeing my Savior) .